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i need a new beginning. and i'm trying as hard as i can to make that happen.
i have been applying for new jobs constantly. at first i was very selective, but after a month went by i have just been applying to anything i see with "marketing" in the title.
i also had kind of an interesting realization last night. i don't want to talk about it but it made me sad and gave me hope in the same breath.
hopefully something will happen for me soon. i'm really tired of the same.

speaking of things i'm tired of... i'm so over the drama. i haven't talked to this person all week because i couldn't believe what happened last weekend. then she calls me tonight over and over because something bad happened. im not going to be your fall back friend you can always cry to. and i can't say this to her because, again, i'm not into drama. so i'll ignore her tonight and let myself deal with this tomorrow. i just want to scream - every situation you are in is because of you! every problem you have can be solved if you grow up, get a life and move on!